I'm getting a divorce.

Time to let the truth out. I was with my husband for 5 years. Many up and downs. He tried his best to give me what I want and I just took and took, instead of contributing. I wasn't emotionally mature enough to be in a marriage, or even a relationship for that matter. I put myself out there like a strong and independent woman, yet I had no idea what bullshit that would come out of my mouth I was talking about. As I look back I can understand why I tried so hard to make my marriage look like a fairy tale. Truthfully it only became a fairy tale after the first year and a half. We had already decided on Divorce 6 months into it.
I think I need to give details about it all..
This is my new and improved outlook on life that took 5 years to finally get through my stubborn ass and be honest with myself about. Before I go on everyday posting the scandal, betrayal, heart ache, and incredibly sexy story of my last 5 years, I need to put out there that I understand some of it will be too raw and people will eventually peg me as a cheater, untrustworthy, and a horrible bitch. I have no problem with any of it. I just want to tell my story. Bring it on world, I can take everything that gets thrown my way, you'll see..

I tried to warn you, don't say I didn't.