Thoughts on romance.

you know what i think about when people ask me what i want for my birthday. i want some sort of fairy tale actually its corny and blah. but I'll tell you anyways just cause I'm in a sharing mood. i want flowers lots of flowers like red daisy's and peach roses. i want lily's and i want them all over my house. that's what i want. i have always dreamed of that. it has been my secret for many years. but of course I'm to prideful to admit such a girlish thing to my friends. I've never believed in romance i always thought it was forceful in its ways. but i think because i haven't gotten romance in a sincere way it has made me cynical. and it is most certainly not something that i desperately need I'm simple everyone knows. just lay in bed with me and watch movies take me out to dinner every once in a while and do spur of the moment things. i have figured thus far in my very small life that, that is what i want from a great love. when i think of romantic gestures an ex b/f of mine from high school tried to take me to romantic places but i never cared for it and i still don't but to tell you another secret i think that if my man brought me flowers ever so often i would be so happy. that is the most precious present i want to receive. i never thought i needed it so bad but i figured that if i don;t get much from someone the most i want from them is flowers. and its stupid but its how i feel as a women as someone who wants to be loved and wants to love someone back. its the oldest ways of life to believe in love. i do believe in it and it will prevail in good time. i have a strong feeling that it has to it just has to prove to the world that it shouldn't be taken lightly it should be the utmost feeling a human can conceive. i believe that is why children are made because they take in love so easily. but in today's society i hate to admit that no one practices the emotional forms of love anymore and that we have lost our ways and that's why i don't care for romance. but i have figured out that not the whole world is like that. there are people who see my way of thinking and add to it. i refuse to believe that i am alone in my thoughts